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WTF WORLD?

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 18, 2008, 7:10 PM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Kill All Your Friends
you know I honestly wonder why I even bother writing these stupid things no one bothers to read it!

comming down from the worst few days EVER!!!
I really like to think that I have a good life, mostly because, all things concidered, I do. my parents are still togeather, I have a nice (when she feels like it) sister and a relitivly comfertable life style. I have friends who seem to support me, and if they dont they certainly fooled me. I have a guy, who although I dont intend on dateing until I have a ferm grasp on my life (whats the point of sharing your life if you can hardly keep track of the peices), is very kind and helpful. I have a job, I have a dog, i have a roof over my head, I get to go to collage (though not for what I want and completly 100% out of my pockets), I have a comertable life for the most part.
So I ask myself why am I so fucking pissed off? why do I have such bad insomnia, why am I so eager to craw into a whole and keep to my self why do I want to KILL EVERY ONE AND DANCE ON THERE FUCKING COREPSES?
the answer is two words, food service. god do I hate people.
yes people it is you who make waitressing so irritating. We are only human and you are all ASS'. shit happens, mestakes happen and no you are not allways right. know that we get 3 dollers an hour and rely on more then a doller from you, so please, get your heads out of your rears and notice that we are HUMAN not INCECTS.
now i start to understand my anger but still I really think I am just a spoiled, selfish, conceded, black hearted, lazy good for nothing, bitch. (though as a waitress I am kind and easy going so dont push it back on me, I am a wonderful actress)

I feel better and sorry if I offend, but still that doesnt matter much because once again no one reads this any way!

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: The Twilight Zone
  • Interests: Books, Manga, anime, JCL, Writing
  • Favourite movie: V for Vendetta
  • Favourite genre of music: rock
  • Favourite artist: QuailKin
  • Favourite poet or writer: Eliots "the hollow men"
  • Favourite photographer: My brother <3
  • Favourite style of art: paintings or ink
  • MP3 player of choice: if it plays music I dont care
  • Favourite game: Jak II
  • Favourite gaming platform: Platformer
  • Favourite cartoon character: BATMAN
  • Personal Quote: "they brought the resistance not to their knees but to their graves"
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen and Keyboard

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*masochist-bunny:iconmasochist-bunny: 3 days 12 hours ago
Thank you for the fav. on my piece Self Expression. I really appreciate it very much.
=tyiga:icontyiga: Jun 28, 2008, 7:49:22 AM
thanks so much hon!;*

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~TheraHedwig:iconTheraHedwig: Jun 20, 2008, 12:51:51 PM
Thank for the fav, why did you like it so much?

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*lpspalmer:iconlpspalmer: Jun 14, 2008, 6:55:10 PM
Thanks for the fav :D
~ichirin-chan:iconichirin-chan: May 22, 2008, 2:10:04 PM
Your Almost free!!! I keep meening to call you but every thime i remmeber it 2 in the morning.
~chiizuu:iconchiizuu: May 15, 2008, 3:01:36 PM
ty for the fav ^^

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~circuscommando:iconcircuscommando: May 14, 2008, 9:04:17 PM
thanks for the fav, deegan fan hmm?

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~ichirin-chan:iconichirin-chan: May 12, 2008, 8:57:43 AM
Ok well i'm going to kidnap you at some point in time. There will be much ethnic food involed because thats what you eat durring a kidnapping (lol).
~ichirin-chan:iconichirin-chan: Apr 15, 2008, 7:08:54 PM
I'm going to have to kidnap you before i go to japan. when do you get out of school?
~ichirin-chan:iconichirin-chan: Apr 10, 2008, 3:52:06 PM
Art village is a good place to live. I've got some friends there. They have good dorms too. you'll be on the same side of campuse as me so i'm sure will run into each other. If you have any questions or want to know what teachers roxor them free free to email/callz me. smithsl@bgnet.bgsu.edu
*saylem:iconsaylem: Apr 7, 2008, 11:28:34 AM
Thank you so much for the faves and the watch! :heart: :D :D :D

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=Vanaliel:iconVanaliel: Apr 3, 2008, 7:51:36 AM Mood: Joy
:star: Thank you for faving "Run Away"! :glomp:

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~AxelZero:iconAxelZero: Apr 1, 2008, 11:10:21 PM Mood: Joy
Thanx for faving "Mr.Dark"!
~Jzabelle:iconJzabelle: Mar 28, 2008, 10:02:57 AM
thanks for :+fav: !

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~Norarara:iconNorarara: Mar 25, 2008, 3:24:17 PM Mood: Obsessed
*glom~*
redrum~redrum~
*luffs*

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~ichirin-chan:iconichirin-chan: Mar 22, 2008, 12:41:49 PM
You should stay in the golbal village next year. I think you should really stay n the gv because its fun awsome and people don't constanly set off the fire alarmsIf not stay in harsman or krisher(sp?). DO NOT STAY IN MAC!!!!! its icky. . ^-^ How did JCL go?
~Steph~
~ichirin-chan:iconichirin-chan: Mar 10, 2008, 2:50:29 PM
So whatcha been you been up to?(you should apply to be in t3h global village next year)
*ScaredyCat:iconScaredyCat: Jan 13, 2008, 7:35:55 PM
Thanks for the +fav!

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~sorceress-of-faith:iconsorceress-of-faith: Jan 8, 2008, 2:44:18 PM Mood: Love
yayyayyayyayyayyay!!!:)...
And u kno who this is right?
And we need to talk.

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~jinglyjon:iconjinglyjon: Dec 14, 2007, 10:06:07 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the fav!
~jinglyjon:iconjinglyjon: Dec 12, 2007, 6:26:22 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the fav add!
*ArashiAi:iconArashiAi: Nov 26, 2007, 9:17:35 PM Mood: Love
<3 merrrr

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